Never ever feel so sad

追逐梦想的精灵

From my child  uptill now， I'm not the one live in the "Spotlight".

She 's nothing.

But even nothing has its diginity.

I hate to be looked upon.



Though the "College" I entered was so awful.

But I never feel guilty and shamed.

Coz I choose my life.

I'm nothing without learning languages.



To be excatly,I cann't say I love German.

But I want to be one can command several languages.

So the first day I entered this college,I said to myself,

i will be the No.1



There years later,i will graduate from it in several months.

I ask my self,have I done what I should have done?

The answer is 80% of satisfied with I do get what I should get the certifications.

20% of pity, the results is not No.1



100+100% of real friendship is a big fortune in my  rest of life.

All of U, my roomates ,U are the most important people in my life.





Everything is changing.

Now, we are in the crossroad .It's time to choose my own road.

I'm not a child anymore.Any decision whatever right or wrong,I must take

it responsibility.Ｉmust foresee the consequences.



I'm still stubborn,hate to be arranged by anyone to do what he/she told me.

Even my parents.U have no right to ask me to do what i don't want to.





I pursue freedom.I don't want to be someone's~~~

And I also have no right to own someone

(Some will say coz i don't have the true love.Yes, I never ever had it

so, I can't live for someone.Only for my dream ,for my ideal life,

for my .....)

To some extent,I am selfish. I admit it.

I want to live for myself not anyone else.



Middnight, I said good night to this city.

耳语者

like i always said when reading this kind of words before, "i've been there."

and i've been through even more, sounds like an old man, haha.

but you're doing the right thing. good for you!

钰街粉粉

相信自己
不要留遗憾
也不要后悔 因为时间不能倒流。。。

stonemary

Actually, I always live for freedom, though kinda lonely. And people always have their own way,  no one can help.

Life is a endless tough fight, to the people who wanna be marvelous.

对于那些追求理想，不甘平凡的人来说，人生是一场异常艰苦，永不见天日的斗争。

贝多芬说：“我的欢乐是用痛苦换来的欢乐。”

推荐楼主去看名人传，在那里你可以找到坚持下去的力量。

aloha

hey u seem kinda depressed... try 2b positive n happy bah

there can be failure in your life, but it's really sad to hav any kind of regret...

i think your parents would want u 2b good anyway,

work hard and prove to them U CAN DO IT then!

耳语者

make a decision, and choose not to regret.

追逐梦想的精灵

Thank U all or U for giving me some advice.
Yeah，I am not the one cann't bear the sorrow and depression.
Through these years,I am trying my best to prove that I can't be
looked down on me.

4月20号

大家能不能用汉文·~~~！~尽欺负我们英语不好的