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发表于 2008-3-22 23:32:56
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当自己不知不觉地对这方面想得越来越多的时候,看到听到身边的人产生对父母腻烦的心理,就想唠叨地劝他们两句。“觉悟”得早一点,就多一点幸福。
想起在space 里写过点东西,貌似与这主题相关,贴这了,冗长了点,见谅。
Today, I worked overtime again. When I came home, I found my parents had lit up candles. It's a true candlelight dinner! I had my dinner with the soft light, and even the food tasted much better.
Gradually, the scene reminded me of many things. I once again recalled the past. It's all about my parents. Althouhg they are just over 50, they look very fragil. They are really old now.
They are both members of the socalled educated youngsters in the age of Cultural Revolution. The crazy enthusiasm of that age deprived thier life in Shanghai. They left the metropolis and spent their most golden time at Anhui province. This different experience made them seem like having travelled through more life vicissitudes. Now, my father's response is a little bit slower than before. Sometimes I think he is even somewhat retarded. However, I still love him, deeper than ever. My mother's situation is just the opposite. She is just too sensitive. The poor living conditions make her hysterical sometimes. I believe she will be much better if having grown up in a favorable environment. But the fate treated her so unfairly. When she cries, I try my best to calm her down. She loves me, as every other mother in the world loves her own child. Recently, I began to love eating fried egg. So nearly every day, she will prepare two for my dinner, and I feel it is the most luxurious feast that I ever had enjoyed. I noticed the smile on her face. I know she is satisfied with my enjoying the food. I am particular about food. So I understand that she is really glad I like it. But what about herself? She almost never touched the most delicious food on the table. I tried to persuade her many times, so did my father. She just remained the same, always finishing her meal in a rush. At the scene, I burst into tears in my heart.
Anyway, I am still blessed as long as I can see their faces, hear their voices, or just sit besides them, talking about the trivials which I looked down when I was a child. At this moment, I feel happy I can make them feel accompanied. I owe them too much. If possible, I will give out my life for theirs.
Thoughts comes to the end. The power recovered. And the lights are working again. It's great. I love you, dad and mom! |
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